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A New Dawn

I got an apartment!!!!! I moved in earlier this month. I love it so far. Everything is close by. I have been riding my bike more too.

Oftentimes, we don’t give ourselves enough credit. We accomplish things we always dreamed of or things people told us we cannot achieve, and we shy away from celebrating because of fear. I am someone who does this. I try not to get too excited or celebrate too much because I’m always waiting for the other shoe to drop. I’m always worried that even though I did something good, something bad is waiting for me around the corner. I don’t know how I can get past feeling like that, but I will try. I’m proud of myself and I want to be able to celebrate my accomplishments without the anxiety looming over my head. Now it’s time for me to settle into my new apartment, stay up on my budget, and enjoy the fruits of my labor.

Anyone who has accomplished something and wants to celebrate, should celebrate. I know it’s scary and you are worried something bad will happen, but you got to just breathe and be in the moment. I have to breathe and be in the moment. Getting an apartment is a big accomplishment for me, and I will savor this moment.